I ask myself every day.
"Again and again..."
"How is it possible, that I am still standing?"

Inside me is fear, that scares me.
I feel it with every move.
I'm afraid, that one day I'll snap
and i will lose.

The shadow is showing through my skin.
Something dark lives in...

Beyond the veil, I lose my name,
I burn, but never feel the flame.
"Fear!" The only emotion I see.
"What is that?"
My dark self is approaching!

I close myself inside
and no one can save me.
My darker half replacing me...
"More and more..."
"How can I fix this?!"
The deeper that I fall,
the more I want to scream!!!

The shadow is showing through my skin.
Something dark lives in.

Beyond the veil, I lose my name,
I burn, but never feel the flame.
"Fear!" The only emotion I see.
"What is that?"
My dark self is approaching!

Noooooo! Come back!
Your time is not yet.
Noooooo!
For god sake come back!

"Just breathe and go."

I am who I am...
And only I can change myself.
I choose the quiet...

I reject the stress!
No noise in my head
no weight on my chest.
I keep it calm
or rather I cut the rest!!!

Beyond the veil!
I lost my name,
I was the fire,
I was the flame!

Can you see it now?
The veil!!!
Was always me.